VictimToFate

Dulled blades and scarred wrists real life nightmares with a gruesome twist chipped teeth and broken bones engraving my own name into the head stone listening to the voices in my head did you hear what they just said? climbing out onto the window ledge just one more step over the edge covering my ears, drowning out their screams confusing reality with my bad dreams writing the same suicide not for the 100th time trying to bleed out one last rhyme remember me standing on the window ledge drowning in the pouring rain? screaming to god to just end my pain now i'm standing on a bridge with the sparkling water below watching the storm make the cra

cuts heal and and scars fade While new forgotten memories are made The monsters drifted away and left you Alone You've started your new life in your new home Fears are gone and lifes a dream But things aren't always as they seem You try to spread your love for life But you begin a fight Over a knife No life deserves to die So you refuse to say goodbye Time to save a haunted soul But they've shattered your morals from a whole Your mouths covered so you can't scream Realities so terrifying your nightmares look like a dream Your eyes are covered so you can't see Leaving a hole where your heart used to be After being ripped apart All that's Levy

Broken dreams, dying hope distant memories clinging to a rope forgotten friendships living in photographs fading smiles and missing laughs turned around by a letter from home it's all changed by a memory filled poem endless bliss filled hours all captured by a single pressed flower every tear fallen upon this page each one brought about by a friendship that defy's age teaking two seprate paths leaving behind a friendship that was never built to last yet beyond all odds it survived the stotm blooming like a rose protected by it's thorns

Hold me close to you, cradle me like a child sing me sweet lullabys of a life that's not quite so dark and wild sheild me from the crultys of the only world that i have ever known change my fate that seems to be written in stone breathe life back into my dieing soul find the final piece of this puzzle to make me once again whole make my frozen heart begin to beat stand this tortured soul back on her feet open my eyes to all that life has instore give me the key to unlock my hopes door help me dream of the life i'll never get to live tell me my mistakes are something easy to forgive

I'm sitting in the background, watching myself drown, remaining one of the unseen, what does all this mean? i scream a silent scream, living in this bad dream, i can't stop wat isn't real, i can't change what i can't feel, i need to wake up from this fatality, but you can't wake up from reality

I step onto the ledge, i look over the edge, standing in the rain, trying to wash away my pain, i look for a reason to stay, but the rain washed those reasons away, so the decision is made, i'm no longer afraid, so i look down, in the blink of an eye i'm coming at the ground, i hear heaven calling, yet i just keep falling

I look in the mirror at what I see, and I wish I wasn't me, I see every imperfection, hiding in my reflection, every little flaw, I see them all, so I break what I see, because I wish I wasn't me, and I pick up a remain, and I open my vein, sitting alone, frozen like stone, I watch my blood drain, away all of my pain

i'm living in the darkness and you are my light, you're giving me a reason to fight, you're my reason to stay, you make alll the bad memories fade away, making it possible for me to live in the future and not in the past, i know this timeit will last, every second you're gone i wish you were here, you take away all of the fear, all the pain, these feelings you're giving me are driving me insane